THAT CANNOT BE (PART I)
My tired eyes
dimmed in tears
And my heart stirred
The moment
I saw two happy men
on the bed
free and loving
And I thought
That cannot be
How gay we spoke
with open heart
singing idle song
Wearing a face of joy
When all the time
my heart was aching
with pain
seeing the web
you weave
As I stared
solemn and silent
blinking away a tear
Only this came to mind
My days are now gone
No love like this
None love me
The love was none
Then came a sigh of pain
I could hardly confine
He was the pride
of all the men
So profound
and worthy
of all my love
When just a minute ago
I was happy as the wave
which greeted the sea
Till you made him
yours
and allow him
to sleep with his young heart
while you thrill your pleasure
with yours
And all the time
I just watch you
with my head turn
my eyes close
my heart crying
steering away
from my sorrows....
