A BLANK VERSE FOR YOU (Especially for D.A.N)
And I thought you were different from the other celebrities that came to my life. Thank you for proving that you are the same with the rest. But my only regret is I have to go through a painstaking 23 years to find out the truth about YOU!
I have cared for you
long enough to see the ugly scars
you have
Yet I chose
to ignore for fear
I would lose you
I gave you
my hands, eyes and ears
for you to use
So that no one
could steal a stare
and paint
an ugly you
The sweet sacrifice
I made
was more melodious
than any music you ever made
or a 1000 names you ever created
for songs
written or played
But after THAT curt goodbye
by someone else
not you
I ceased to think
of your haunting saxaphone
anymore
All I could see now
is the ugly you
coming forth
beyond my wildest nightmare
As the unsightly jagged
pressed me deep down
breathless and helpless
And as the
scars grew
bleeding inside this small heart of mine
I know its time to say
goodbye
I dont think this wound
would ever heal
This cruel reality
is worst
than being rejected, neglected or deprived
The excruciating pain
and the feeling
is much more complex
than I can ever put in words
Its almost like a blank verse
with no melody
