Monday, March 24, 2008


WHY?

If I were young and bright,
And laid my heart before your feet,
And took my dearest thoughts to you,
Will it be this that I face
A dilemma with much pain

Will you hail my easy lines as true
And say to me, "My dear" with no discreet
When you wear your eyes
and frown at the thought
of losing an old woman
helpless and distraught
But I have to keep my words
unquestioning
So that you will stay

Should I be mad enough
Again at this time
To share my heart with another man
and yet beat my head against the wall
When I see you wander past my door...

And I ask foolishly
Will you still doubt me
when I say "Farewell"

I still wonder
Why do you take such 'joy'
to see me in pain
and drained my thoughts...
Why?



YOUR CHEATING HEART

It felt like a sharp
excruciating pain
eating up my every nerve
when all words fell on deaf ear
And I saw your
raging passion

Is this a game?
Now I wonder...
How slow this old heart
has been
Knowing not how
or when it all started

Your caring touch
failed me
repeatedly
And you did
what you do best

All was sweet
until I realised
this was your joke
So I took my leave again
and just watch you passing by

Secretly wishing
this aching and pining
will stop
There is no hope
for you anymore

I've been a fool
Each time you
took me for that joy ride
I don't crave for that sensual pleasures
of your love
because there was none
for you to offer

Yet I took my place beside you
with absolute love
compelling me to forgive you
again and again
Until I realised
your cheating heart
was not engraved with my name
And I told myself
ENOUGH!