WHERE CAN I BE WITHOUT YOU?

Where can I be without you
What do I have to do to be with you
How can I ease this heart of mine
For this longingness is too deep to tell

I've told you often
It's so lonely here
With all the memories
That you left behind
I only have one song to myself
On my lips
In my heart
But before I could sing it to you
You are gone

How can I ever stray
Away from you
When all the shadows are bleak
There is no way home
Or should I return
To where I belong?
I looked everywhere
And followed your trail
But the echoes keep coming back
Louder than ever
"Are you there, my love?"

The winding road is too far
I dont know if I can find you
And I lost my way again
With all the ties that you gave
And the repeated dreams
That we shared
So, what do I do?
All I know
I am so devoted to you!

THIS IS NOT LOVE AFTERALL!

Please dont wake me
Let me be here
I do not want this anymore
First you warmed me
Then plunged me straight
Into that water
So cold and strange

I dare not enter
That place again
I feel suddenly dismayed
So just let me watch you
From a distant

I feel so weak
Worn and frayed
This is not what I want
I dont like it anymore
So, let me sleep
This is not love afterall!

IM SO HURT

How many times
Have I been here
Upon the hours
And waited for that flicker
Whenever night falls
It is so rare
To even tell
Where you are
At this hour

Soft glimmers of hope
Once again escaped all over me
Though I am clothed in glitter
You still do not notice me?

You said you were full of passion
And that will blossom forever
So I tried to put on my finest fashion
With flowers and colour so sweet
I tried to swim to your side
But only a glimpse you offer me

Then I almost offer all of myself
For this man seems to like me
Even without precious dew
He still likes me
When slowly
The passion shuts in pain
And I sink further
Almost suffering
Trying to get my lover's attention
Im so so hurt!