SAY IT'S OVER

Say it's over
But do not say it to me
That you do not love me
For I shall echo the words after you
again and again
till you feel sorry
that you had left me

I shall not cry
Nor shall I say more
Amid the void and darkness trail
that you left behind
I doubt you will feel the pain

Say that you don't love me
Softly and silently
But don't let me hear it
For I know
To love me in silence
this far
with all your soul
Was just a dream
and a mistake!

HOW CAN I REJOICE?

I thought of you
And my soul goes weak again
My heart starts to shut so closely
The visionary pain
suddenly becomes real once more
So how can I rejoice
a pleasure that is so painful?

You lured me
nearer to you
The foolish me obeyed
A quaint wild music seeps through me
And I began to float once more
But how can I rejoice
a wish that is so weak?

Your long letters gone
They don't come easy anymore
And I started missing it even more
So how can I rejoice
when you don't send me bouquets
in love notes?

I thought of you again tonight
My best thoughts of you are long
and sweet
And the dreams get stranger
But how can I rejoice
when I feel sad enough to break?

SPEAK TO ME

My love
Speak slow to me
sweet and gentle
From where you are
I can still hear you

Lest I should fear
that I will miss you more
The miles are too wide for me
And the days too long
So speak to me more
and show me how tender
your love can be

My dear one
Just let my tears drop go
once and for all
though they are wet
the pain has gone because of you
So speak now
straight to my heart
tell me your love is true till the end

Dear love
speak to me now
Im tired of waiting

Fold me, hold me
close and warm
near your beating heart
For I am all alone
Unloved, unkissed
without you

MY DAYS ARE DULL

My days are dull
My hours half filled
When nights get long
I leave a life behind

Can I slip into slumber tonight?
and not stray again
when thoughts of you
fills up my mind
through and through
time and time

I shook my head
and turned off all emotions
For this cannot be
a life without you
is half MADNESS!

A GENTLE THANK YOU

Time passed me by
Since the first hello
and whisper of love
Yet I could not reply
Only a gentle "Thank you"

You breathed life and passion
and led me on to a familiar path
of yesteryears

I told you of history
of past love that rained so hard
in this small heart of mine
But you said it's ok love

You promised to heal this wound
chase the blues
and wipe the tears
And I asked you how?

Though confused
I start to plant my rose and love flowers again
in the secret garden of my playground
though lonely here without you
I still wait for the shine
and the bloom

Then you spoke of a bright gold ring
Of a new life of you and me
The spinning daze drove me further away
Yet I prayed THE day will be!