WAIT FOR ME

Yesterday at dawn
I heard you calling my name
That was the time when everything was white
There was emptiness around
And hardly any noise
Your voice made the loudest sound
Alone, unknown, my body curved
My heart cried
To hear that you are waiting for me

Today
I stop looking for that hue
For other names
No more distance
No more sailings
Towards the unknown
The sorrows gone
A bouquet has arrived
The following messages too many
To forget or remember

Tomorrow
I know you will set out
To reach me by dawn
The means are many
You told me so
By the mountain, by the forest
There is plenty
You will play the music
And the bells will ring
You will carve the signs
in all pages for all to see
For you can no longer be far away from me

MY DEAREST ONE

I am so depressed. I could cry.....I just dont know where to start writing this to you. How I wish these lonesome nights will be over soon. Sad though I am, IRONICALLY, I am loving every minute of this separation yet at the same time I loathe it.

Perhaps, you will understand it one day. Whenever I miss you, the words just pour but when I REALLY miss you, especially at nights, that is the hardest bit to write.

You always know what to say and when to say. But the heartache of waiting for you to say it, is so unbearable - if only you know. You always say, "I am a man but I feel it the same way, honey."

I love your sweet tender words but somehow it never quite matches mine. My words are sad with all the tenderness from within but when it leaves my lips, they sound hurtful, aloof and distant, just like me. I hope you understand because Im hurting inside.

There's nothing more precious than your love. My very being is so colourless and dull without you. I am so afraid that you will love me less and less because I have turned to be a very boring person!

I'd do anything to be with you BUT then again willit ever happen?

Can I ever be part of you forever? One day, when we are older, I will talk to you about all the lonely nights and longingness when we are not together. And may be then, you will also tell me that you cant do anything without me.

With all my heart

Zel

MY LOVER IS COMING TO TOWN

You broke the news
Of an everlasting home
Alas my happiness is complete
Our love will meet
At my simple paradise

As I create all things new
I want this happiness to last
And I choose my garment so bright
For the news have arrived
My lover is coming

But first, let me tell you
What pleasures that I seek for
What glories that spell heavenly
For you and for me, all at once
The words and the pictures

And when I see your face
Like a gallant man
claiming his domain
I will try and stand before my new King
With a light heart
bursting with joy and pride
As you tell them the story of us
Far and long
Short but sweet!

So do not stop loving me now
As I described these words here
In which I hope we shall finally meet
As I reach my arms at your feet
Very lovingly and tenderly